today has been a blur. i thought at least friday would be enjoyable since its like, the day every fucker goes out to get recked outa their heads! i wanted to see jordan today, maybe im just a littl bit shy around him! not sure why though. i think hes gorgeous, i've just fell in love with him. i know i shouldnt since for some reason, bad love life always seems to follow me.
i know its true that chrissy cheated on me all those times, maybe he was lying, but i pretty much doubt it. He just wants a way to torture me!
i also know i'll never get over him! even though i mistreat him by not being there, but i did actually love him deep down. Shame he had to do that. Anyways, the police were supposed to come to skoOl for me today, i was absolutely shitting myself! i am even more now since what jordan told me! Asbo 13 :| Fuckin hell, it was supposed to be a joke, i hate lindsey for this! yeah, maybe i did go over the top with the letter but no need to get the police involved. And she's also made my mam n dad not trust me anymore! Ooh! I could have been out if it wasnt for her! i hate her so much, maybe someday she'll get what she deserves. Anyways, Me and sarah are getting closer which is absolutely klass, shes ded bonny and slim aswell the lucky cow! i hate my dad so much! :@
anyways, next time you read me, ill still be here except wih a different style.:??: